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This is post #70....i didn't even realize yesterday was 69! haha, no. I have more of a life then to start another... Oh my oh my...where to start today? Brad Doggett finished his new Ep...I'm so in love with him (: I found a new section of my life that's falling apart (horray...) I got one of my best friends back (: I had my Godspell show People acctually came to the show... I came close to learning how to play the drums...but of course, that'll never happen (why does something always seem to come up?) I call people squares too much too often I was listening to Phantom Planet whe i wrote that... I'm going to stop talking about random bands you may have never heard of... So about that best friend. I don't know what happened, but he just kinda, idk, dropped off the face of the earth there for a minute, and i didn't think it'd make me so screwed up. I didn't realize the impact some people have on me. I really didn't realize the impact I have on other people. And I know you've told me time and time again that I do, I just never could believe anyone. I never figured that I, idk, meant something to you. It means a lot, I'm not going to lie. Again, I can't lie. I'm just good at saying the right things. I really am kinda irritated I couldn't play drums today... I mean, Godspell doesn't mean THAT much...ahhh! It's almost done! I haven't played guitar either today, WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TOO ?! ugh. Well, we'll see what happens next week. Eww. Next week=more snow=school issues...YUCK. Just an fyi dear. I use that time to escape for a bit and you are truely annoying....i wish I could say I was lying... Could you fix me? Not really "fix"...that's probably not the right word... uhm, fill the void maybe? Cause, who knows how, but that hole in my chest goes away when you're there. It's nice...better than being in pain (like duhh) "I am feeling weak again, so please rest with me" |
