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The images in my mind have been racing the same, pathetically, uncontrollable way and speed. Which sucks, because 1)-I don't want it to be my problem and 2)-I do want it to be my problem. Funny stuff hm? Yeah. And with those cute little contradicting actions, you figure I'd just be confused. But I'm not. I'm actually the happiest person alive right now. Floating on a cloud, as it were. Silly brain. Silly people. Silly me. I was informed about something today that I've heard only twice so far. And yet again, it made me want to cry. Why does that always happen? It shouldn't be that much of a surprise, but it is. There's this thing called lack of self-confidence that might have something to do with it... but for once, I don't think that's it. For once, I think it was pure fear. Not wanting to accept what I should know as true. Not accepting the fact that my dream isn't unreachable. But what am I supposed to do? I'm so lost, and any support structure I have for such things isn't too strong. Sigh, I feel an epic fail coming on. Labels: life and love and confusion |
