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Meow.
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And yes, they make me look like more of a cartoon character than I already do, but they make me look thoughtful. And so I thought again of course. About what? Well, I thought about my fears. The lyrics of "Thorn in My Pride" came to mind (This song is probably the most gorgeous six minutes of music I've ever heard): "Are you wanting inspiration You spill your secrets on me Then you tell me with a whisper Of things that will never be. Do you hear me breathing? Does it make you want to scream? Did you ever like a bad dream? Sometimes life is obscene" By the Black Crowes, it's full of angst and heartache of course. Not as light as Hard to Handle or She Talks to Angles... It really must be that album.. Oh yeah, ANYWAYS. So, my main fear is fear of being alone. And I know, I know, I shouldn't have this fear, but I do. People seem to trust me with things, and the things they trust me with I try hard to protect. People seem to like me, I don't know why, some people just do. But I can't take that. "Can you hear me breathing? Does it make you wanna scream?" I don't trust people. So I throw myself in that bad dream... Sometimes life is obscene. |
