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Please please please please PLEASE don't do this. I don't think either of you understand how hard this is to watch. You have to admit, we've all had our problems. Like yours most recently with me. I honestly didn't even totally realize it was happening. But when you noticed, I couldn't handle seeing you like that. And the excuses you made for it I couldn't accept. I won't accept, actually. But does it matter? Did we not fix it in the end? Aren't we okay? And you darling. There have been times when I'm sure you've wanted to strangle me. But you didn't even though you could have (: You can admit that we've gotten though some serious stuff right? You can admit that we've gotten through everything in the end, right? Aren't we okay? You two are on my list of people I can trust that seems to grow smaller everyday. Sure, you'll tell me stuff I don't want to hear sometimes, but I take it and grow from it. I can't see you guys like this. Don't you remember your shoelaces? When I saw those they made me so happy. I don't know. I don't think I'm in the middle of this. But I'm kind of sick of being in the middle of things. Just pick up the phone. Please? Sorry, that was completely necessary. In other news... My acoustic phase is back (: Both guitar and iPod. And I love it, but it reminds me of too many things. Things I'm not sure who to tell about. Although you said I could trust you, I'm certainly not telling you this. And I don't want to hurt anyone. Because that's all I seem to do. And I feel horrible about it. But it could always be worse right? Yeah. It could. I could just sit here. Sit here and not address it, so it just turns into a constant playback in my mind that will only affect me more when you're gone. And I don't want that happening. But I don't want to take a break. I need someone from out of state. |
