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Especially with this. I shouldn't feel awful for this, but I do. I want to scream at someone 'why.' 'Why the hell are the odds so far against me on something that should be as simple as volunteer work.' I'm frustrated. I know for a fact I'm not bad. I'm not amazing, but I'm certainly not awful. Why am I so forgotten there then? Why does it seem everyone's s against me? I'm still wrestling with the idea that maybe it's not right. As silly as it may sound to me, maybe it's not my place. Maybe that's not how I'm supposed to use this. I don't know. I'm just getting tired of sitting and waiting on what to do. I've made people cry, fall asleep, and forget. If I can't let it sit, what exactly am I supposed to do? |