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"Why would he do that out of the blue? I bet he misses you." "I bet you kicked him the but to get up and do something." -I don't know guys...I think he just doesn't want to look like a jerk. There's just so many unknowns. Should I bother getting them answered though? The list grows but...I don't know. Getting that yesterday just kinda killed me. Perhaps it was timing again, only it was bad timing this time. Because I don't have that, I feel like I'm using someone else. I know I'm not, but it just feels so ridiculously wrong. Last night? No, I can't say I'd care where we'd go or what we'd do...but not for those reasons. I don't feel that way. And it feels awful. But, I still don't know what to do with myself. I'd love to just stay in Tennessee if it was quieter. I'll write about my experiences yesterday, in full, down on paper. I don't want to feel like an awful person anymore than I have already. |
