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coffee cake, ice cream, and a bottle of ten dollar wine." Home again :).
Curious as to how I've had all these odd spurts of friendships. Like, those random 2 month periods when I'd talk with different people. And then they just kind of go away. I mean, I do have my friends that have stayed, and I love them :) I just find these friendships odd. It's not that all friendships end, one can't assume that. It's just the ease of their endings that bother me. The names pop up in the chat feed and I wonder, "How are they, anyways?" I don't know. I find it odd. I'd like to say we're still in contact...but I think I'd be lying. It's strange... People are strange. All the science in the world couldn't describe it. "It's like a slasher film, I'm torn in opposite directions. The plot sucks, but the killings are gorgeous."
It'll be fast. And it will probably end hard. But hey, OK Go concert on May 7th at the House of Blues :) Totally worth it? Totally worth it. And The Black Crowes eventually. I just would like to make it till summer, maybe coming out with As in Math and English. A B+ in Biology. A lame solid B in World History and French. And maybe a couple college credits. By God I don't have much of a life now, do I? :)
And what perfectly awful timing to start Driver's Ed. Though, so it seems, any other time would have been just that much worse. It needs to be done so that I can work eventually. Sigh. Someday I'll leave :). Only four more little days. Vacation plans? I want to get a lot of driving hours and study for the AP exam and paint my room. Although it's only three tasks, it's quite a...um...challenge? Probably. Unless nuclear war breaks out, which I'm not betting on, I'll manage.
Forgiveness is a beautiful thing. I only wish it was easier. I'm so sleepy. I can't wait for vacation. Just one more week. Yeah, I have driver's ed :P, but hopefully I can paint my room. That's would be fantastic. I really hope it's better this time. Usually my vacations are lame. But oh well. I just want to sleep in again. Have an whole day of basically nothing. Of doing anything. So tired. So burnt out. I need a change. I'm still really worried about next year's...thing... I'm praying that I can stay. I'll be really depressed if I can't.
I can't say that the situation itself is complicated, because if I were to explain it, it wouldn't be all that complex at all. I just can't make up my mind. And I probably won't. Because I just can't do that with such situations. Mm. Oh well. I refuse to do anything first regardless. So sick and sleepy. I need a nap.
Maybe I can ride my bike at some point in time...just to do something. I'm craving motion a lot more than I had thought lately. It's just so gorgeous out. Maybe I'll walk to the boathouse. That would be nice probably. It would likely lead to some nice thinking time. I love thinking time :) Biology Test Chad's Notes English Paper Math Work French Project -It all needs to be done. But I want to read David Copperfield. Blehh. And when it all comes down to it, you really do confuse me a lot. Which I feel is perfectly okay. I want to go to AZ.
Tomorrow's Wednesday. I'm sleepy. I can't wait until the weekend. And so is goes. So the gorgeous little cycle continues. World History, little French, and sleep. <33 :)
Summer was nice last year, Fall was pretty good too, but winter? My goodness, it was just depressing. I couldn't get happy :) I woke up in a fantastic mood today though. And my room? Already gets too hot. But it's not too cold :) and I'm not depressed :) Winter was awful. This Spring sounds nice :) |
