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So and so is now singleIt seems like just a little while ago everyone was getting together, and now it's falling apart. Maybe I'm not so depressed that it's not working out, but that people have to deal with all the emotional junk. That baggage. The thoughts of "Oh...remember when I did that and it didn't work?" More callouses. Less happy people. More depressed, addicted, abused people. It makes me sad. So I can totally park backwards into a parking space :P Maybe this won't be so difficult.
Chinese is easy. Economics is pointless effort. Like, a 2-3 page essay? Seriously? Eww. Such a busy week. Monday: Homework/Projects/Math Helping Tuesday: Potentially a license. Thursday: Outdoor concert. Friday: Dress rehearsal and Cabaret. Should be full of homework too. I love school. But...it's almost over. Almost. So close. Yet so far. What is it...two real weeks left? Then summer. Thank goodness.
I don't know how to break the battle I'm living in. Do anything to take away the memory of him, Can't you see that I have no way out? Don't leave me now." -The Hush Sound. Oh Ernest Hemingway, How your novel confuses me.
the most hated genre in the north east. Unlikely greatness I suppose.
I think I like this whole other language that isn't taught at Central thingy :). Makes me feel special :P. Yesterday I went to my audition, slept, ate, slept some more, woke up at 9:15, ate a little, and slept again. Dear God, I love Fridays. It's almost June. I'm always wicked happy from like, June-November, basically until that winter thing happens. Shame it has to be so damn cold then. I'm going to a camp this summer where I know no one, and I couldn't be more excited. Sing with random people, sleep in a dorm room, I could get used to it I'm sure. And I'll be able to drive <3. Sigh, never realized how much I'll like that till today. Bleh. I so love being happy :). Hoping tomorrow will carry on past Jr. Kids into an enjoyable evening that I've missed so dearly.
I hope that someday I'll see without these frames And in the daylight I don't pick up my phone Cause in the daylight anywhere feels like home." -Daylight; Matt & Kim Weekend <3 4 weeks left <3 One more audition <3 Next year is going to be fantastic. Difficult and fun all wrapped into one. Two APs and jazz band and pre-calc and online gym and driving capabilities. I can't wait <3
Shame. I would be interested in awfully difficult things. It's like that with everything. I'm interested in Biology; It's my worst grade. I'm interested in playing classical piano; It's not going well. I'm interested in people; People are complicated. "Geography's too stubborn And people are too clear So let's go find a road side motel with a clerk who won't tell Days will turn into nights, Nights will turn into days, Weeks, seasons, or years." -The Fix is In-OK Go. And yeah, songs from Lagaan won't leave my head. Silly Bollywood.
1)-Convince Dad to take me to Boston again. 2)-Record audition piece. 3)-Drive drive drive, cause God knows I'll need it this year.
Okay. Now I'm pretty happy. After getting some sleep, food, and not doing homework that is. Good experience? Yes, I guess so. Painful? Very. But it's all overrrr! Now to prepare an audition piece. This should be...interesting.
I miss people. Tomorrow afternoon will be fantastic. I will sleep, then it will be Friday. I can't wait <3
But I don't think I'd ever want it in any other way. :)
I feel pathetic. Too much drivingg. Too much studyingg. Not enough sleepingg. And not enough talkingg. Or, at least talking to people I used to a lot. I don't understand it sometimes. Consistency fails.
How I adore 7th chords :) So gorgeous. I love getting new music, and I've gotten A LOT in the past couple weeks. Like, Minus the Bear and such. I love their new stuff. A lot. Best be getting that CD soon. 10 days <3 |
