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The kind that sort of makes me feel like crying. But then I can't? And I haven't the slightest clue why I might have this hole in my stomach or lump in my throat. I just don't know. I know what I'd like to do with myself most of the time. I just can't get there...and knowing that makes it hurt. I guess it hurts a lot actualy. I wish it wouldn't. Sounds stupid, but I've always loved the feeling during a hug. I kinda wish I could feel that tight...embrace I guess? Often. It's pathetic. Pathetic. Again. Must be that time of the year again. Pathetic isn't so bad. It's just a lot worse this year. Stupid girl. |