welcome.
Meow.
Meow. |
In reality, I haven't had much homework at all. But I still feel overwhelmed? A better support structure might help. I feel like I lost, gained back, and lost that this summer. I don't know. It's a lot of curious stuff. But luckily, with keeping busy, my mind doesn't wander quite so much. Which is comforting, seeing as where my mind has flown to before. Make excuses. Move on. Laugh it off. Move on. I like the idea, but easier said than done. Am I lying to myself? No. Because I couldn't really know otherwise. So. It's all good. This weekend I'm excited to not be at my house, even for just a little while. I'm really tired of not having a kitchen. Makes it very difficult to eat. Which is lame. Yeah. I love when people make me smile, Even if it's about stupid stuff. Actually, I think the stupid stuff is more fun. Like the fail of a US History class we are, Or the side conversations in the hallways. Something, anything, to make it seem more like friends, and less like colligues. I got a call and two texts about homework today. I sent messages back and forth from Colorado about SYMS. And why does everyone think it's strange to miss it so much? I'd be more than okay with wandering alone under those trees again. Until someone calls or randomly finds me, of course. But the newish place? Makes me feel lost. More like free I guess. That's beautiful. |
