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Tomorrow won't be bad, I don't think. Not too much school stuff, phone calls, outing, babysitting. Hmm. Maybe, maybe not. I'm not one to get mad at people if they treat me badly. Usually I just assume that they don't realize what they're doing or that I need to be more aware. I think I'm usually aware, but one can never be so sure. I usually gravitate towards people with really good character. It's seemed to work out well, because every time someone with good character hurts me, they're apologized. Right away? No, and why should they? If they knew what they were doing right away they probably wouldn't have done it. But the fact that even a few month later someone will sit done and tell me that they're sorry, well...it means a lot. I don't really need much to stay content. Sure, there are things that I want, like letters and hand written notes, but apologies make me feel like I'm not doing everything wrong, because sometimes I feel like a screw up when people are bad to me. But I know I can't be that bad, at least. So thank you to people that apologize, because it helps build up the self-esteem a little bit. APs. SATs. SAT IIs...next? ACTs. Then I'm done? Maybe? Doubtful. This summer is going to be really good. Because I can drive to faraway places and stay for a few nights. I think that would be very very fun. I'd like it. A lot. Good things good things. Just finish up strong, and go be stupid this summer. I'm going to be dumb. So dumb. And it's going to be a lot of fun. It just has to be. And it will. It really will. I want to be home for sleeping purposes and running around the region the rest of the time. It could happen. I think it could happen. |
