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Meow.
Meow. |
Because I just lost all of it. Hell week started today. And it won't stop until we strike the stage on Saturday. Sweet. This weekend was just...eaten up by weirdness. I'm. So. Sorry. I need math homework, World Lit studying, Common App finishing. I'll just feel better if I write an essay and polish off my common app. That's all I want to do right now. That's a lie. I just want lie down and sleep...or maybe walk or something. No more brain things. Brightsides. My Hartt application is an essay and repertoire list away from being done. Which is very cool. My common app really is almost done.This stupid play is almost done. I have new music. I just want to cry. But that's okay. Because it will all be over soon. Because after this week, maybe things will slow down. Maybe college things will be nearly 100% done. Maybe Maskers won't be a things. Maybe Thanksgiving for the first time at home will be relaxing. Maybe black friday working will be alright. Maybe I can spend some time on my research paper. Maybe...maybe probably everything's going to be perfectly fine. It's just going to take a little bit. And power naps. ...I'm so scared. |
