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Go to English. Get all depressed. Stare at the wall and think too much in study. Tell some stressful stories during walking. Then...well, it starts getting different. I couldn't delay the inevitable enough to my liking today. It is the inevitable after all. Or at least it seems to be now. "You okay?" "Not at the moment, no." That must really hurt you. "I really do try to help people, but I only seem to end up hurting them in the end." I know where your heart is. I just can't accept that yet. It's kind of hilarious how much my stress just explodes around you. It's like, all the stress from the day just shakes out of me. And it's really not that much of an exaggeration. I don't really like you seeing me that way, but it's the real me. There's not much I can do about it. Thanks for not judging me. "So you think it's funny that you keep calling me all of the time Everyday" "You've got me looking up, Even when I'm falling down You've me crawling out of my skin You've got wondering why I am underneath this big old sky Stoppin' the love and getting in" I'm sorry I put you through that dear. I really am. Darling dear, what am I going to do with you? I don't think I'll ever understand how you could feel that way about me. Then again, I'm sure my self-esteem doesn't really help that much. Perhaps I can get a break at some point from everything? |
