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I prefer Oliver and Company thank you very much :D It's a bit more probable... Well, not really. I don't plan on getting abducted any time soon... That's a lie...I don't plan on getting abducted with a bunch of animals (: Beauty and the Beast is just so....so.... I don't know. There's just something about it. Maybe it's Belle's voice. Because I honestly can't stand that. Oh well. So, because it's the weekend I've over thought everything. And again, I've realized how little control I have over...this thing. And the lack of control over that...makes me depressed. Because I don't want things to go this way. I'd like things to stay as is without the guilt. But the guilt is very much there. And I can't see it ever going away at this point. Why? Quite so many obvious reasons. I've decided my feelings really don't matter in this case. No matter how differently I've reacted this time. My feelings never mattered before. They shouldn't now. They really shouldn't. I'm sick of pretending that they do, as awful as that might sound. Maybe that's why I was always scared of you. Because no one cared before, they shouldn't now. And those that did care before had left. Hmm, I wasn't even talking about that and I've answered that question. The End on that subject! Sky show tomorrow with Alice (: That should be a nice, forgetful break. Kind of like a mosh pit...only less violent. Why can't I ever forget on a normal day? Hmm. I don't really have time for that much piano. It'll have to do. |
