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Star Trek with Alex (: And we kinda watched the movie this time...weird. And then afterwords I couldn't stop smiling again. Yes, again. I love how that's how my days always end. I love how that's what my days consist of. Thank you for being amazing and making me so ridiculously happy (: Today was...funny. Took Sami to West for her orientation. She hated it. I don't know why, but she did. She wouldn't let us show her where anything was. She still wants to go back to Webster with her old friends. Still. They asked mother dearest if she wanted to come to school on the first day with her. "She can't stay with me forever. She's got to become more independent." -True true. Just try telling Sami that though. The doctor's was just odd though. "You seem to have a lot of responsibility...you just need to be able to live your life too." Okay, so maybe I'm just used to it. It is awful, yes, but I'm used to it. Has it effected me? Yeah, it has a lot. I don't really notice it though. Yeah, it's a good portion of the reason I don't go out too often. Yeah, it's kinda why I make extra effort to be kind. Yeah, it's why I have a tendency to cry from time to time when people care. -They're not supposed to care. She doesn't. I think I was hardest hit when the doctor offered to be someone I could talk to if things got overwhelming. I mean, it was weird, yes, but it kinda put things into perspective. Things are always overwhelming here, it just takes a lot to really effect me now though. |
