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I like the voice leading in this melody. Trance-like. Very cool. Happy Wednesday. I've been thinkin'. I know. Crazy, right? But really, now. I've been looking at people that I dislike and asking myself why I have a problem with them. I don't have an answer. Why don't I have an answer? The least I could do is justify something so awful. But I can't, for some reason. They just bother me for one reason or another. I was so bothered today in class. -I got irritated at Mirabs. Not like it matters. She just tells me to be quiet most days. But I shot some really unnecessary facial expressions her way. -If someone asks me a question, usually it means they want me to answer. Not the girl sitting next to me. I'm so frustrated with my current lack of cohesiveness with people. I don't know what's wrong. I just feel...not hated. Not neglected. I guess I'm just bored. I don't want to be irritated. I want to be happy. I want hugs. I want rest. I want love. I want dancing. I want so much more than I deserve. Just kidding. I think maybe I'm bored because I feel lonely. And here comes Christmas break. Here we go again. Save me. Save me. Somebody please save me. I'm going to crawl up in a corner again. I don't want to stay that way. Gahh. I need friends. Maybe next year. I need to feel better. I feel physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. Fabulous. No breakdowns until Thursday. But it might have to come a little early. No tears on Christmas Eve, after all. Also. This is amusing? Yes. http://www.formspring.me/oliviagunther Oh, and hey, stop assuming things. "Do nothing till you hear from me." Ha. But seriously. I'm so done with people asking me the same questions. |
