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I read that little thing. That's why I'm having these problems. Anyways... I'm pretty much crying while writing this Annotated bibliography shit. Stupid Dresden. Wanna know why know one heard of it? No one really cares to read a 12 page paper on it. I don't care to write one. Shoot me? (: Darling dear's home. I'm hoping and praying everything will get back to normal. I could barely stand last week. I really don't want to go to school this week. Please, let that little reason be why everything's been so out of wack. I guess I could trace it back to the beginning. Everything's my fault of course. I'm perfectly fine with admitting that. Because the beginning was my fault, the rest isn't. I really am having a hard time figuring out what my heart wants now. Music? Of course. That'll never change. It's the rest I'm worried about. I can't seem to make up my mind. I know, I don't have to right now, I've got the rest of my life blah blah blah. If only I could just throw the confusing in a corner like I'd so like to. But not addressing it may even hurt people. And we've gone over that. I can't intentionally hurt people. Does that make me weak? I suppose. I figure eventually I'll find someone that'll help me with that weakness. My mother has such a strange way of putting that; Her and dad were made for eachother. Whether it's God or fate, one will never know, but I so believe that's true. They're just so...perfect. I can't tell you how many times people have told me they'd kill for parents like that, and I've tried my best not to take them for granted. But then I wonder if in the perfection I've found in that match that is my parents, that I worry about not having that. I find it ridiculous that so many people are divorced. Are we really truly that shallow? We can't possibly be. Well, maybe we are. If we are, I find it pathetic. Wow. Where did that come from? Anyways.... So, I started writing another song with a cute little melody that's been in my head. I love how much these things relate to my life...it's insane. I wonder who I could make a mix for... I'm kind of in the mood to make one... I think I will after guitar (: |
